Happy Birthday

bukan kebiasaan aku mengucapkan selamat hari lahir,malahan aku sendiri tidak pernah menyambut hari lahir..bagiku,hanya ibu yang melahirkan layak disambut,kerana dia yang bersusah payah melahirkan kita..tapi,atas kerana dia,aku masih mampu mengucapkannya..

ok,first of all,i'm sorry for all that ever happened between us..selamat hari lahir,semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki..hope you happy for the rest of your life,find a good guy,get married,had a huge family with your husband..and,be confident of yourself..erm,what else?yeah,i love you...but please don't say a word,i know that's just nothing..you can forget it..i just want to say,you are beautiful the way you are,so,don't say that you ugly and such thing,and please be strong..i know u go trough a hard time,and i am so sorry for not being there with you..so sorry..and i'm sorry for not trying be a good friend for you..my upsets just too strong..and sorry,i already buy a birthday present for you,a necklace but i'll throw it because of the incident(you know it),so,there's nothing i can give you for your birthday..sorry,sorry,sorry and sorry..just my wish and my pray for you..nothing special..and please click here = FOR YOU...and HERE..and here something i want you to listen a long time ago..i gave you the Cd but you said your PC can't play the Cd...now please click HERE and enjoy the song...i notice you already smile and come back as cheerful as before..good...keep it up..keep smiling..and laugh..you are amazing everytime you smile..ok,i guess that's all..i'm sorry if this not happened to be a 'wow' for you..but it is from my deepest heart,to say Happy Birthday and my love towards you never change even a bit..keep on smiling..

menanti hari...

jam:1.05 a.m...dan dah masuk 26.7.2011...lagi beberapa hari,sebelum aku post benda baru kat sini..satu ucapan ikhlas dari hati..29.7.2011..aku tunggu..dan lihat sama ada aku masih ada dalam otak dia...setiap hari bila ada mesej baru dalam inbox,aku berharap akan muncul mesej dari dia,tapi masih tak muncul..tapi,aku tak ralat..sebab aku yang nak macam tu..lagipun aku pernah kata,kalau ingatkan aku,tengok blog aku..x pasti sama ada dia masih ingat..apa-apa pun,29.7.2011,new post for you..present?no..i'm not used in celebrating..but,still want to wish it to you..terbaca aku tadi kat wall post opie,"A lucky men who get the first love from women,a lucky women who get the last love from a men. I wasted it cause I don't deserve it =')"..nampaknya kat sini,you are still lucky women...
afterall,my heart never change..but i'm not sure about you..nevermind,i'm pretty sure you feel nothing at the day i return to Him..just if you really still think about me,please text me.If not,please don't..that's all...29.7.2011...my speech to you..adios~

sungguh ku cuba

kata orang seni itu kompleks,mahu setuju atau mahu bangkang?terkadang apa yang dilihat seni itu terlalu abstrak,sehinggakan mampu menyiratkan sejuta persoalan dari minda yang sarat..mofologi...metodologi..ianya hanya saluran..tujuan yang menjadi tunjang utama sesebuah hasil yang dikatakan seni..air kolam hanya satu lapangan tapi tujuan yang mengolahkannya ke visual khilaf mnyebabkan beribu cerita muncul dari warna - warna yang terpalit serabut..membentuk lukisan,kosong,tapi penuh cerita duka lara kehidupan..palsukah mata yang dilukis?tipukah wang yang difotokan?sungguh ku tidak paham..namun begitu,setiap hari,sungguh ku cuba..memahami manusia dan kehidupan..

The Invigilator

mengisahkan tentang seoarang guru pelatih yang cuba menyesuaikan diri dengan pelajar-pelajar yang dianggapnya sudah tiada harapan.namun,cubaannya tidak berjaya dan dia telah hilang kesabaran.muncul pula seorang guru yang mengubah pandangannya terhadap para pelajar."don't judge them,trust them"...kesimpulan tentang cerita pendek ini,random...random dari segi anggapan penonton selepas menonton filem ini..ya,pasti ada yang mengatakan ia hanya sebuah filem pendek klise,namun percayalah,endingnya diluar dogma dan jangkaan minda normal manusia..rating from1 to 10=8.to watch

stalker?

WTF??who are you now??we have been friends since...standard 1!!just how many years it is??but since you study at that place,you came back as a psycho,maniac..what's wrong with you?24 hours facebooking??then you call people they are the servant of socialise chamber??haha...that was gross..come on,you just fooling yourself..don't you have something better to do??all of the sudden,you said you are upset with all our friends,just because they smoke weed??we are all growns up,no need for you to tell them which direction they have to take...yes,it's a good intention but,come on lah.they not a child anymore..one day,they will realize what's the good and the bad..just give them time...why are you sulking anyway??i guess u are the child,u are the one who get culture-shock,and you are the one who should look at the back..they smoke weed,but i don't...but whatever it is,we are all the same since we start this 'circle of friends'..our attitude never change...you are the one who change..a lot..please realise that my friends..

kisah?

ok,we are done...why should i care about u anyway??after all those damn words u give me??but...why,u still hold my black heart after all that??let me go....don't come into my dream...don't ever look at me and wonder if i look at u,because i am!i just don't care,or don't want to care about u...that's all...but my eyes can't keep secrets..my eyes told u a thousand story...sucks is it?am i pathetic?yeah,i am..so???i'm sure u don't want a smoker,rude,unmannered guys right...so,just stop looking at me..just stop it...ok?as long as u don't forget that bastard,forget me...it is simple as that...afterall,i miss u..but that doesn't meant we gonna have conversation or sort of,because i just don't want to...enough..

the stars

even the stars wasn't smile at me,I'm glad at least the stars smile..
even the stars wasn't for me,but I'm glad the stars is happy..
keep smile and happy stars,because by that you make me smile and happy...

warna,darah dan waris

Mana dia kesekataan?
Kulihat hanya persengketaan
Keturunan dan warna kulit masih dibangga-bangga
Walau tidak secara terangan..
Masih kuat prejudis berkubu di hati manusia..
Bangga dengan keturunan dan bangsa
Itukah yang menjamin syurga?
Masing-masing menuding jari
Kesana kemari..
Melemparkan kekurangan diri kepada orang lain..
Menyorok tangan di belakang menyalahkan bangsa lain,
Atas kelalaian sendiri?
Tidakkah kita semua sama?
Dari benih Adam dan Hawa?
Mengapa mesti membezakan bangsa?
Malulah pada Tuhan wahai manusia...
Kita berkelahi merebut tanah kononnya warisan..
Ya,warisan dari Tuhan bukan dari nenek moyang..
Tuhan mencipta bumi untuk manusia bukan untuk sesuatu bangsa..
Kita langsung tidak berhak walau segenggam tanah dari bumi ini..
Tidak kemana sifat amarahmu..

Sedarlah kepesonganmu wahai wira bangsa..

Marjinal

Dunia punya cerita
Cerita tentang cinta
Cinta cinta pembodohan
Cinta...

Pada stress dan nggak sedikit yang gila
Mati mampus minum racun serangga
Gantung diri di pohon jengkol
Nubrukin badan ke bis kota yang sedang mangkal
Lompat melompat dari gedung bertingkat
Karena cinta demi cinta...

Hey kau kau kawan terlihat cemen (kan aku anak gaul lagi)

Dengernya pun lagu cengeng
Membuat otak dan mental seperti kaleng rombeng
Hati pun celeng-celeng...teng teng terengteng
Nontone sinetron telenovela
Isinya hanya cinta
Cinta cinta di teng teng.......

Hey kau kau kawan kan masih banyak cerita (dunia tak selebar daun kelor)
Hey kau kau kawan terlihat cemen (cinta bukan di balik kolor)

Hey hey kawan terlihat cemen (cinta itu pembodohan)

Hanyalah retorika yang menggebu gebu berbuntut kepentingan...

(kalo ngomong cinta) cinta umat manusia....
(kalo ngomong cinta) ada kau berkuasa...
(kalo ngomong cinta) cinta rakyat jelata...
(kalo ngomong cinta) tapi engkau membunuhnya...

(kalo ngomong cinta) adalah anugrah...
(kalo ngomong cinta) kenapa ada yang luka...
(kalo ngomong cinta) kenapa banyak yang mati...
(kalo ngomong cinta) ada pasti tujuannya...

Itukah cinta itukah cinta kata kuncinya...

Hey kau kau kawan sadarlah...

Dunia punya cerita
Cerita tentang cinta
Cinta cinta pembodohan...
Bagaikan bulan...

half the man i used to be

Forward yesterday -- Makes me wanna stay.
What they said was real -- Makes me wanna steal.
Livin' under house -- Guess I'm livin', I'm a mouse.
All's I gots is time -- Got no meaning, just a rhyme.

Take time with a wounded hand -- Cause it likes to heal
Take time with a wounded hand -- Cause I like to steal
Take time with a wounded hand -- Cause it likes to heal...I like to steal..
I'm half the man I used to be
(This I feel as the dawn, it fades to gray).
Well, I'm half the man I used to be
(This I feel as the dawn, it fades to gray).
Well, I'm half the man I used to be
(This I feel as the dawn, it fades to gray).
Well, I'm half the man I used to be..
Half the man I used to be..

perempuan

1:hebat,sebab sekali dia lekat memang susah nak buang
2:macam anak kucing,kena belai dan jaga sentiasa
3:misteri,banyak rahsia..
4:complicated,memang susah nak faham..
5:full of surprise!sekelip mata berubah hati
6:tak boleh percaya..(rujuk 4&5)



conclusion,xtaw nak cerita..

isu BERSIH

reaksi kerajaan terhadap perhimpunan BERSIH,pelik!kalau dilihat matlamat perhimpunan BERSIH kali ni adalah untuk menuntut pilihan raya yang lebih bersih,maksudnya yang rakyat tak boleh pertikai keputusannya..so,memang benda ni dituju untuk SPR..bukan KERAJAAN..kenapa nak melenting x tentu pasal?pelik2...apa salahnya SPR ikut ja?lagipun penganjur perhimpunan dah janji demonstrasi akan diadakan secara AMAN..kenapa nak libat ISA?mengancam keselamatan ka kalau mintak keadilan?yang PESAKA dan PERKASA pun nak tunjuk hebat..come on la..nampak sangat para pro-gov takut something dengan perhimpunan ni..BERSIH just mintak undi pos dilupuskan dan cap jari kekal dijalankan..ikut ja la...kalau betul xda manipulasi undi,apa nak takut?kalau keputusan memihak kepada gov,geng2 bangkang ni juga yang malu..tapi kalau sebaliknya,sendiri mau ingat la selama ni apa yang take over SPR...kalau betul SPR tulus,buktikan!